Beast Tamer Who Got Kicked Out From the Hero’s Party Chapter 48 Part 3
「There was never such a thing as a bond of “trust” between Arios and I, and the same thing could be said for the other members of the Hero’s Party. What we had in common was a shared cause that was always followed by conflicting interests of every single member of that party…… When I take a look back and think about it carefully, it was truly an empty party with nothing going on for it. All show, but no substance to it.」
「A party built solely on the common cause but nothing more……」
「It is something completely different from what we have going on for ourselves.」
「Now that I think about it, maybe I was also partially to blame for the atmosphere that we had going on in that party. All because I couldn’t really bring myself to trust in Arios and the others. As far as everyone there were concerned, THEY were the great Heroes, and I was only a helpless Beast Tamer. I know that it was probably different, but because at the time I didn’t have all that much confidence in myself, I couldn’t bring myself to believe in that. And somewhere deep down inside I might have thought that there will come a day when they would say that they no longer need me and throw me away, and I was afraid of that. And because of all that, because I couldn’t bring myself to really trust Arios and others…… the result of that was me getting kicked out of the Party.」
「「……………」」
「If only I had trusted Arios and the others with all my heart. if only I had put my trust in them…… Then who knows? Maybe things would have ended up differently than they did?」
「That’s just…… No, Rein, you are not the one who is in the wrong here. We might not know the exact details of your past and circumstances that led to it, all because we only met each other recently…… but I had a very bad feeling about that human. Even if Rain had trusted him, I think he still would have betrayed you.」
「I completely agree with my sister on this one. Those humans are just blind and stupid. Rein, you are a good man who is worthy of trust, but those guys surely are not. But just because they are bad doesn’t mean that you should feel bad about yourself.」
「Thank you, you two. It’s really nice to hear you say that. But I still think it’s my own fault for not being able to trust them to the fullest.」
「「…… Rein……」」
「So that is why I have made up my mind. I’m not going to make the same mistake again. Believe in me, believe in me…… I don’t care if someone ends up betraying me again. If something like that happens again, I’ll just smile and accept it head-on. I honestly think that by doing that, I will be able to open up a path that will allow me to push forward with my head held high. That’s what I want to believe in. So I will believe in my friends, no matter what. By believing in them, I will build up my own ‘trust’…… or something like that, at the very least.」
「What can I say here…… That kind of thing, it’s really typical of you to say that, Rein.」
「Hmm, yes, I agree. It’s simple, but at the same time very straightforward. And that makes it easy to understand.」
「Was that…… supposed to be a compliment?」
「Why, isn’t this obvious? I was obviously praising you here, you know? But yes, those words are indeed very much like you, Rein…… And Sora has come to trust in you even more than before thanks to that.」
「Well, personally, I don’t really like other people all that much, but I really like you, Rein! Or rather, I don’t dislike you. After all, you have helped us when we were in quite a bind before. And there is no better way to build up “trust” than through helping those in need.」
In response to my words, the twin Spirit Tribe sisters sung me praises in similar words and then smiled brightly at me.
At the current moment, we might be a temporary party, the one that is united by a common cause but not yet by the bonds of genuine “trust”.
But one day, no matter when that day might come…… Will will become one, for sure……
With that optimistic thought in my mind, we continued to walk forward.
Our thoughts will surely come together at some point, the same way as our paths crossed and came together.
「By the way, Rein.」
「Yes? What is it?」
「All of that serious talk just now made me feel really hungry. I think that it is high time for us to grab ourselves something to eat.」
「Say what now? You just had a hot dog to eat fairly recently…… Seriously though! What is going on with that bottomless pit of a stomach of yours, Luna!?」
「That’s not nearly enough. That was only a snack. Now I crave something heartier than that!」
「Haha. Well, in that case, let’s go and have ourselves some lunch. But first, let’s go back to the inn and pick up Kanade and Tania. I think that they had more than enough sleep for now.」
「Umu. But let us hurry! You know what they say! Lunch and time waits for no man!」
We then took a turn right.
Like this, we went back the way we had walked so far, back towards the inn.
「Fuh, fufufufuh!」
「What is it now, Luna? Just so you know, that laugh of yours just now was really creepy and disgusting.」
「Hey, that’s mean! Don’t call me creepy and disgusting!」
「I will, because it’s the truth!」
「I just happened to get in the mood for lunch, that’s all! Don’t pick up on every single thing I say or do!」
「But if you laugh like a creep in broad daylight, there is no way for me not to comment on that!」
「Muh. Since when you were such a nag, Sister Dearest? Picking on someone for every single little thing that I say or do. You won’t be popular with that kind of attitude, you know?」
「And why do you think I act like that, huh? It’s because you are way too carefree and do not pay attention to anything that you say or do, Luna!」
「What was that!?」
Are the two of them having fun like that? I walked a little bit behind the two of them while thinking that to myself.
There was also one more thought in my mind: that it was a really peaceful time right about now.
I guess that today is going to be a quiet day off, without anything out of the ordinary happening.
…… But it was precisely at that moment when I was thinking something like that, that those expectations of mine were betrayed in the most spectacular way possible.
「Why, hello there!」
All of a sudden, a voice called out to us from behind our backs.
I turned around and saw a man dressed in a very luxurious outfit standing there in the middle of the street.
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